I did get to hold a newborn for a nice looong time. Until he cried and then I could hand him off :) My cousin (his dad) said just before this pic was taken that I look like a natural and I just answered "Maybe someday." My mother gave me the funniest look when I said that and then looked away. She looks sometimes like she's going to cry when she sees me with babies. I had my friends six-month-old in my arms earlier that day and was tossing him up in the air and she had the same look on her face. I know she would love nothing more than if I were to have kids.
I'm not sure about the whole dating thing anymore--we haven't seen each other in a week and it feels like a year. This in-between stage isn't what I'm good at....we've been out enough to take it to certain levels, but we haven't had the 'talk' and it's still awfully soon for all that. So that's kind of in limbo, and I'm not sure we'll see each other again until next week except for a quick lunch on Thursday. He's going out of town that night.
I'm getting sick....and I'm trying to figure out which child to blame this on that I saw last weekend :)
Oh well. I wouldn't trade those kisses for anything (even a cold.) I think this did it too...
We were swinging (and singing) in the rain....and I was happy again.